Hope to see my kids today!

Well, it's another weekend almost over. Watched some Olympics, cut some grass, went to Church, a relatively quiet weekend. Not knowing if I'll be able to see the kids is the hardest part of every single day. Today I'll drive over and see if they're home, and hopefully spend some time with them on the porch. Unfortunately the kids have been put in the middle and my time with them is almost non existant. I just want to be with my kids, is that too much to ask? Hopefully I'll never fall in Love again, because I don't want to have to go through this ever again.